“I am glad that I’m not the one who made you happy.” I decided to say that to all my exes’ because it seems that most of them are really happy with their current partner. Plus, I am happy with my husband!

My entry from earlier was short because I was not feeling too well. I wanted to write about some more things.

The last entry was titled “eerie.” I never explained it. Well last night I was lying in bed with my husband and we were trying to keep each other up all night so we didn’t sleep in and he was late to work. Unfortunately this illness is taking a lot out of me so I drifted in and out. I’m still not sure why or how but I heard an eerie screech noise in my head and it traveled from one side to the other. It was only in my head, which is the part that scared me the most because it sounded like it was an actual noise and not a thought or something. Then this morning I was chatting with my mom online and she sends me this picture… Thanks mom!
http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/ap050821.html

Ticketmaster emailed me the other day telling me that Elton John is going to be playing here in Nashville. I was a bit bummed to know that information only because I don’t think I will be attending. Yes I know I just saw this concert a few months ago, but it was so great to me that I would have no problem going again. Who knows maybe this weekend I will con my husband into going! When I talked to him about the last concert, he said that he would have went with me if he could have. MM HM, rrriigghhtt. He only likes 2 or 3 EJ songs. Tickets are about the same price as last time but if I go I would like some better seats.

You know I could give really nasty details about my illness right now, but I don’t know if I want to. I have to experience it and that is probably why I keep getting nauseated. **Don’t keep reading this paragraph if you have a weak stomach. ** When the surgeon drained my infection he supposedly packed it with self dissolving gauze. (has not dissolved yet) Well, today the gauze is starting to slowly make its way out of me. It’s pretty gross. I have to cut it every so often. How much gauze can there be? The sight of the whole thing is nasty, but I know in a few weeks I will look there and see normal skin. Since I have not been wearing the bandages there has been nearly no pain.

Tonight I have to sleep on the couch sitting upright so I don’t get anything nasty on the bed. It sucks because I really miss my husband. I know I see him all the time but I can’t really cuddle with him and I have NOT been able to sleep side by side with him. We almost made love last night, but we didn’t want to hurt me even though I was wearing the bandage last night (bandage didn’t hurt last night).

I think I am going to play a game or two for a bit before I go to sleep.